Weightless

When the whole world is sleeping i want to see her face.It should carry a thousand emotions .She decides the moment without telling.No talk.Suddenly she takes my hand and hold it to her chest .I feel strange.That sweat in the grip .Suddenly she leaves it and i feel for the hand again . .It was her will.She starts walking and i follow her .My ego stops me to hold back seeing her move forward .Hardly have i stopped,I run again trying to get all moments i lost while thinking .Then i gasp for breath.She is still in her world .I just look for her hand.Does not she need it.What does she think?I was searching for right words but they have left me .I dont know the words.I feel that beat rising .My brain is dead .I am only in a moment and it is moving fast .Leave her alone i thought .She turns back and kisses me.Not the saliva not the contact. i cant feel .My existence comes to stand still .The thought is over and she walks back.i see her hair .She has moved far .i dont want to run again.There it stops .I got everything ,'In my heart'.That was my moment ,that was my world.She knows me .What to fight for now .She has given me freedom .Let her go